Hello Dalia,

Very interesting experience! It is great that you are having this and that you are able to be there consciously and explore. I'd recommend you the courses here as you can learn not only about the astral and how to project, but what we can do there and how we can use it for our own spiritual development. Then you can gain some ideas as well and perhaps decide on what to investigate in the astral, or which place to go to. This way you can even gain more from an experience in the astral like the ones you've been having, as we can learn valuable things there.

Regarding the bending glass, I don't know exactly what the reason of that is but, in general matter in the astral is different than it is here in the physical world, so possibly that could explain why the glass behaves like that when you go through. Not that this is the reason, but it could be. I've passed through windows before too, and most of the time I simply feel the glass on my skin as I go through.

all the best on your next experience!

Mauricio

Hey Dalia,

Sounds like a classic Astral experience.The state you are in, being kind of drunk is due to subconscious being very strong. The more we start working on ourselves during the day and try to stay aware more and more. We will find that the astral experiences get clearer as well. Basically by being lost in thoughts and daydreams all day long affects us that way at night so when we have astral experiences they can be difficult to control or to follow through with.

I am not sure if you have taken any courses but this is explained in detail in both Dreams and OBEs course and the Self-discovery.

As for pushing yourself through the window, this is as well just natural ability in the astral to go through objects. The window stretching could be because of you just thinking that it will stretch and it does or it may be that it is just like that, I never experienced that myself with the window so cannot say.

Being puled somewhere means that we are pulled to learn something. This is how we go to receive teaching normally. We feel a pull and then we go along with it. You might be taught or shown something there that will help you to understand thing more about yourself and what do you need to do.

I would recommend taking the courses here if you have not done so yet as they will be able to help you understand and explain many things that you are experiencing. If you already have taken the course you need to really put efforts during the day to stay aware and then it will in turn help with your astral experiences. Being aware simply means being aware of the present moment. Just perceiving everything around you through your five senses and just being here and now and not lost in the mind as we normally are. As we practice this awareness more and more we can find that our dreams and astral experiences become clearer with time.

All the strength,

Stas

Thanks to both of you so much for your replies!

I signed up for the upcoming Astral Projection and OBE course, but it hasn't started yet. 

Early this morning, I actually had the "rollout" for the first time. Usually I just get up as though just getting out of bed, but this time, my astral ROLLED out of my body! It was pretty neat.

The weird thing, this time, was that instead of pushing myself through the glass window like all the other times, I actually had to tear the screen that is in front of the window (the one that keeps the bugs outside from coming in, if you open the window). After tearing the screen, only THEN could I go through the glass as usual. And it wasn't my balcony window, either. It was my bedroom window. I couldn't leave my bedroom because the bedroom door wouldn't open!

While I was in astral, I met a girl about my age (28) and tried to get her to come along and fly with me. I asked her "Would you like to come for a ride?" So I held out my hand and asked her to hold it and come flying, but she was too scared to fly! It was very strange. I think I was in a foreign country because this girl had a European accent. We were standing up on top of a brick wall covered in ivy, and there was some sort of canal or something, down below.

I continued flying, and came upon a strange looking apple tree. The tree was very big. The strange thing about it was that the apples were not a usual colour. Each apple was half black, half yellow. There was a fence behind the tree, and I was just holding myself up against the fence and observing the tree.

I was trying to find my late grandmother but couldn't find her. I was calling out her name. Then, I gave up and went back home, and entered my sleeping body, and woke up.

In a previous OBE, I set out to go and find my grandma, but couldn't, and gave up, and went back home, but just as I entered my apartment, she carried me back to my bed and tucked me in. I haven't been able to find her since then. I used to see her a lot, in almost every OBE, but since that one time that she actually carried me back to bed and tucked me in, I haven't been able to find her. 

Is there a way to find deceased relatives in astral travel, EVERY time? How do you do that?