“Awake in this dimension” and other discoveries.

After a couple of weeks of not having a cable to connect my computer to the Internet I finally have one. Now I’m finally able to blog about some things I have experienced!

It’s been a rough couple of weeks, but things are looking up internally for me despite unpleasant physical circumstances. I’ve been exercising my awareness regularly now and have discovered some interesting things about it.

Reading Belzebuub’s story has really given me an idea about what I should be shooting for.

http://www.belzebuub.com/starting-gnosis

I really wanted to experience what Belzebuub had talked about when I read about him being able to feel things from his awareness, because it just “beamed”.

A couple of weeks ago, I went with my parents to an auto parts store to get some tools. I was struggling to be aware when all of a sudden, these words came to me:

“Awake in this dimension”

I quit thinking about those words and decided to just live them. Everything around me came to life and I felt my environment around me. I felt complete freedom for a few seconds before the egos came to muddle me again.

Since then, I have been struggling to feel that again. I’ve been living those words every time I have remembered to do so. Every time I have struggled where there seems to be a point where I can go no further, I get divine help and it carries my understanding to the next level.

Last night I was in the astral and I realized that I was in the astral. I decided to be awake in that dimension. Lo and behold, I stayed awake in the astral for a record amount of time.

I also found that there must really be a will to be aware in order to maintain the awareness, and with that you can really see how the egos “color” everything, that they may be disintegrated. This will to be awake also really helps with concentration. I’m going to go further with this.

Don’t think about being awake and aware in this dimension, just live it…

Tim