Wierd moment waking up
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Sat, 10/25/2008 - 05:21
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Jeff4535
Join Date: 2008-09-04 Forum Posts: 2 |
I was wondering if anyone had any ideas about what this may be about. first off ive been trying to project for a while and have had small experiences and lots of insights but never fully left my body. Last night i tried to project and eventually fell asleep. I woke up this morning before it was light and saw cockroaches on my wall and became freigthened in an uncontrolled manner. i pulled my fingers and tried to fly to make sure i wasnt dreaming but i was awake and it seemed so real even though they dissapeared. I felt scared as if there was something evil in my room and usually i can shake these kinda things off or make them go away. It felt like a force holding me back from what i was getting at. any comments? |
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Join Date: 2004-05-17
Forum Posts: 68
Sometimes when we wake up, we experiance dream leakages as we adjust back to the physical. I have woken up on occasions to see various creatures climbing up the walls or something flying about. I have even put my hand out to catch something and briefly felt it moving about. These visuals and sensations dissapear however when I have become fully alert and aware of my surroundings. When we first awake it takes a few moments to come round, we are often confused and not sure whats going on.
So maybe in your case, you saw these dream cockroaches in all the confusion when you woke up. But when you did your reality checks you knew you were awake, they dissapeared.
Hope this helps,
Andrew
Join Date: 2004-02-21
Forum Posts: 261
Hi Jeff4535
If this was some sort of negativity, that can be send away with the recitations that are taught in the astral travel and dreams book and in the courses.
If you don't understand some things from your dreams you can ask your divine parents (higher aspects of yourself) to show it clearer to you in your next dream.
All the best
Join Date: 2004-02-08
Forum Posts: 227
Hi Jeff4535,
Some dreams are quite shaky and leaves a long lasting memory within us. I like the fact that you tried to finger pull and fly. Do you have a dream dairy and if you have one just note it down describing how you felt at that moment. Dreams are quite personal and its good not to reveal it to others as well. :) Slowly by time you will be able to get the meaning out of it. Sometimes when I read my previous couple of months dreams I kind of figure out meaning out of it. So its good to have a dream dairy.
I would suggest you take it as an experience and keep pushing forward. Have you learnt conjurations in the course rounds? Thats helpful to safegaurd ourselves in the astral.
Cheers,
Juliana
Join Date: 2003-12-26
Forum Posts: 231
Hi Jeff,
I know what you mean in regards to feeling heightened fear in an experience as one time I was practicing with a group of friends and I became partially aware in the astral and I felt this evil presence in the middle of the room which brought on the fear.
Nothing can really harm you in the astral so don't worry about it but you could learn the techniques to clear away any negativity so it doesn't affect your experience like that in the future.
BTW fear is a state within us that can be reduced with further spiritual work and working on the state of the our internal energies in particular.
All the best
Steve