Concentration to the heart

I would like to share this.
I have a specific goal related to the heart and a specific quest.

This goal seems to come in a moment I needed it a lot.
I see lots of things happening evey day of my life the last 2 weeks. Lot's of "problems" and "difficult situations".
Quite some times I feel that a wall is pressing down to me or better like I am pushing a wall in order to move.
Plus I have to be alert to what direction I am moving.

This involves a lot of pain, yet a lot of interest in the same time. At some points I caught myself smiling about how things are modified to bring specific issues to the surface.

Egos seem to regroup and attack with even more fury and rave. I find the need for elimination rising like a desperate act of a man who cannot do different.
It's like a necessity rising from inside.

I try to stay focus to my heart and - without the mind - to filter all in and out information of the senses through the heart.
This helps me a lot (when I feel it has been done correctly).

Related to the goal I have, I try to find the connection between the goal and the concentration to the heart. My intuition says that this is the right path, yet I could not find how to bind all things together. As this effort was rising, more egos make their presence and try to cloud me.

At someday during the week where I was very troubled, I found that I was in a deep level of praying all day for help and elimination.
To tell the truth, at some points of the day I was quite desperate...
Later that night and after an exhausting day, I started my over-night practice programme. I did visualization and heart concentration. Nothing I can remember happened in first 2 wakeups, but at the 3rd I was realized in a town. The town was extremely familiar to me, yet at the same point I realized that I haven't been with my physical body at this town before.
Medieval structures, nice pavements with stones, both ancient elements and modern, I saw street names, people (very clear and I can even remember their face expressions), shop labels, type of shops, and more. I was actually there, walking. Another interesting thing was that I knew where I was going. I mean I walked and new where I should turn right or left to go to the correct direction.

At this realization I was looking for a gnostic church. Not literally related to the general goal. Yet somehow I was looking for it.

I passed in front from other type of churches yet I didn't enter cause I was 100% that this wasn't the one.
I got to a road finally where I new at the end was my goal. It was a nice road covered with processed stones, shops at each side, and somehow acclivitous. There at some point I woke up.

This was amazing for me. During the dream a name of the city came up, yet I wasn't quite sure about it cause I have been there and I new that although it had similar elements is wasn't the same. So I entered google and tried to find photos of another city that came up into my mind during the day related with the goal and amazingly enough I found photos that had too many similarities with my experience. Too many...

This town is near a very sacred place and this gave me more strength to focus further on my quest.

Thank you for your time for reading.

Christos V

Thank you for sharing

Thank you for sharing Christos!

Wish you much strength.

Very interesting

Very interesting Christos.

Thank you.

Layla

It's motivating to hear of

anonymous's picture

It's motivating to hear of that experience coming when things seemed so difficult, because you persevered.

The experience sounds really powerful.

Thanks for sharing and all the strength to you, Christos.

Mike

Much strength and love to

honeyyy_8's picture

Much strength and love to you Christos! :)

Thank you for sharing

irri.spiri's picture

Thank you for sharing Christos.

Very motivating...

Thanks for posting your

Vadim's picture

Thanks for posting your experience, Christos.

Interesting...
It encouraged me to pursue harder with my astral goals.

All the best with going further,