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Fri, 01/18/2008 - 06:21
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nate101
Join Date: 2008-01-16 Forum Posts: 26 |
About two yeras ago, just before falling asleep, I was pondering different concepts and possibilties of what reality is and is not. I consider this specific point in time the begining of what is now a vast intrest in "Purpose of life". So I really had no consious spiritual knowledge of what was about to happen and still to this day am yet to diciver its truth if any. Just before I passed from a conscious state of mind to the unconscious state of sleep, I felt a foriegn but trusting being in my presence. Not one that could be observed by any normal physical sensory instrument. I new this being was very strong as its presence alone seemed to penatrate my very thoughts. I asked this presence to, if it could, reveal what it was I was lacking. Soon after ( i assume) I found myself traveling through a place simular to that of space, but no stars could be seen, though in the distance an ecplise appeared. This ecplise was very simular that of a lunar ecplise with a full black sphere covering half of a gloreously radiant sphere, projecting the most intense light I could bare without shutting my eyes. Slowly the dark sphere reaveled more of the bright one. What happened next petrafied me! Between the two spheres emerged a being of no identity. Like a cilouette with demension. No identifiable charateristics could be applied to this fugure. As it moves closer to me I seemed to become more and more paranoid. Soon being face to face with it, everything was blackened and I sensed myslef try to awake. The only problem was I already felt awake. It felt as though I was linked to myself. I felt all the things the person in my bed felt as I also felts the movements. Then all at once I renounced my request and woke. Once awake I new I had not moved an inch in my sleep. I soon discovered it was morning. An entire eight hours later! I went out of my room to find my mother and little brother sitting around the tv talking about old times. I dismissed this as a mere nightmare but now i believe it to be something much different. I still dont know if I wish to come face to face with it again. I hope this does not seem to far fetched. But in the least it is something I will never forget. |
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Join Date: 2004-11-30
Forum Posts: 2623
Thanks for sharing Nate101,
sounds like you had a very interesting and unusual experience! Hopefully, it would make sense for you one day.
Regarding the purpose in life, one of the books I liked about it is "Revolutionary Psychology" by Samael Aun Weor.
http://www.gnosticweb.com/files/pdf/EN_Revolutionary_Psychology.pdf
That's how it starts, Chapter 1 "The Level of Being"
"Who are we? Where do we come from? Where are we going? What do we live for? Why do we live?..."
Join Date: 2003-12-11
Forum Posts: 329
Hello Nate,
You asked yourself a question, then you got an extraordinary lucid dream?
Can try to meditate on this to get the meaning for you.
When you have done the courses, and studied those books of VM Samael then I think you will know.
All the luck,
Peter