I've already posted a couple times, and I figured I should introduce myself and throw a little bio your way.

I would describe myself as having a strong ego, a weak will, but an unstoppable thirst for knowledge. Which helps to make up for some will, but there really is no substitute for pure strength of will.

My initial jump into spirituality really happened after some drug use. Not because I had a conversation with 'god' or some other powerful experience, real or imagined, but because I saw that there was more to our mind than the scientists were letting on, and I wanted in.

I never expected to believe in any of it, and I generally looked at it as if all of the spiritual experiences were merely oddities of the mind, more hallucination than actual, factual encounters with the divine, or other worlds. Which gave me complete breadth for exploration, and I won't lie. I still often find myself viewing it as such. But in between the sort of pseudo scientific perceptions, I will find myself seeing it as completely real. This can be both beautiful and terrifying. But none the less, it's a great experience for someone who just likes to know.

20, raised a Christian at the start of my life, and then an atheist by ways of science, and finally rested at agnostic by way of reason and self perceived humility. :P

I love to smoke marijuana, and I am a tobacco smoker. Both of which are often perceived as bad for health, and even for spiritual exploration. I can't argue with that. But, defenses aside, and consequences warned, I will most likely continue to experiment with substances, just I will continue to experiment with astral projection, meditation, and exploration of myself, warnings and possible consequences aside.

I am a person of varied interests, and abilities. I am more interested in experiencing and learning about the astral, and the spiritual side of life for the sake of knowledge, and not to save my soul, or achieve enlightenment. But that is liable to change on occasion.

My main worldly interests lie in computers mostly. I play guitar as a hobby, I am an aspiring web designer and computer programmer. I do love the feeling of epic. Which is at least partly responsible for my interest and effort towards astral projection. Few things are more epic as the ultimate spiritual journey from a poisoned being, to a fully divine human being. But, metaphors and similes aside, I'm generally a nice guy. I try and be as open minded as possible, and offer any help I feel that I can help.

I'm generally shy and keep to myself for the most part.

I look forward to exploring eternity with all of you. Thanks for reading about me!