Passive smoking and falls?

Passive smoking and falls?

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Wed, 09/27/2006 - 19:23
Alex S

Join Date: 2005-12-04
Forum Posts: 160

Hi all,It's second time that I was made to fall and I believe it's not a coincidence that the day before that I had to bear quite a long time of people smoking near me, poisoning me by their nasty and stupid addiction. Is there really a relation or it's just a coincidence that every time I get smoked during the day I fall at night with the help of all those "attractive" female creatures sent from other side or from hell knows where? What to do if I _have to be_ in those smokers-filled places? Wear a gas mask? How to prevent falling after being poisoned by the smokers?

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Wed, 09/27/2006 - 20:27
stanovnik

Join Date: 2004-04-16
Forum Posts: 325
Hey Terminator,

Thats a very good question. I also wonder if there are other external circumstences (except the one that are related to lust ego and eating pork products) that can bring one to fall at night?

Regards!
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Wed, 09/27/2006 - 20:57
Julian Kingman

Join Date: 2005-03-16
Forum Posts: 258
True understanding of the egos is the best way to overcoming lust. Dying to oneself and, mostly, not masturbating are the biggest obstacles that lust has to overcome to make one fall.
Awareness throughout the day, especially watching the ego of lust (not particularly focused, just a special awareness of it, it's prevalence, and actions) leads to an awareness of lust throughout the night.
Do not judge people's 'nasty, stupid addictions'. I assure you you have many worse. I say this because I have seen these things in myself. Jesus said 'judge not lest ye be judged'. This is a fact. When you judge others, you ARE judging yourself.
What situations, I am curious, cause you to be in smokey environments? Work? School? Friends?
Also, do recall that 'attractive female creatures', if they are in a dream, are undoubtedly a projection of the mind.
I wish you awareness and clarity in examining this,
-Julian
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Wed, 09/27/2006 - 21:47
Alex S

Join Date: 2005-12-04
Forum Posts: 160
Black is black, white is white, addicts are addicts and nasty is nasty. ;-)
I do not masturbate. No falls happen for months, no lustful dreams either. But if I inhale smoke of cigarettes for a long time or a substantial amount of it I'm guaranteed to fall.
Those females are not projections at all. They are sent on purpose by the black lodge. Some of them even spoke of Gnosis. I just don't have enough consciousness at ALL the times they attack. If they attack 2-3 times a night I just can't wake up quickly enough every time for them not to succeed in their ugly misson. Last night I managed to dodge two attacks but the third one made me fall.

I wish I will live somewhere where addicts are isolated from normal people for good... Some time. ;-) They are trying to ban smokers here from normal public in public places but the laws are as weak or as strong as the system that enforces them.

All I really need to know is how to cleanse myself from those cigarette smoke components that seem to attract nasty astral creatures.

OK, I'll try to burn copal or myrrh next time in my bedroom. And inhale that... ;-)))
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Wed, 09/27/2006 - 21:56
Alex S

Join Date: 2005-12-04
Forum Posts: 160
Hi Kengo,

Yu can experiment, going to the pub full of smoking addicts and sitting there for about an hour. ;-)
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Wed, 09/27/2006 - 22:15
Trent H

Join Date: 2004-08-04
Forum Posts: 161
Hi Terminator

Interesting topic.

Going by your last post. Is the times when you have been around smoke been in a specific place/type of place? Or have they been completely different types of places?

I ask this cause different places seem to provoke different kinds of egos (say a sporting event to a funeral to a library). They seem to have a certain energetic quality. Maybe due to the egos that are normally fed in those areas.

Cheers
Trent
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Thu, 09/28/2006 - 04:49
Alex S

Join Date: 2005-12-04
Forum Posts: 160
No, they were two different places. One is open-air corporate party where I was smoked upon. :-( And another one was a bar-restaurant where was a smokers area which is really a joke because all their smoke comes directly to non-smokers area, there is not even a barrier. That is how they "obey" the anti-smokers law - by creating such phony "smokers areas". It was just a business lunch. :-)
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Thu, 09/28/2006 - 05:32
MikeL

Join Date: 2003-12-29
Forum Posts: 887
Hi Terminator IV,

It could have been due to the food you consumed at these places (I'm assuming you ate at the party and the restaurant). Lots of food can contain pork (even bread), and lots of restaurants don't handle food in a very "safe" way - for example, eggs are fried on the same grill as bacon sometimes.

It's hard to say; the above was just my speculation. These matters are always tough because sometimes there are external circumstances that can bring us down, but there are also times where there is an aspect of an ego that we just aren't seeing that needs to be dealt with.

All the best!

ML
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Thu, 09/28/2006 - 06:13
Vadim

Join Date: 2004-11-30
Forum Posts: 2909
Hi Terminator4!

Yes -it's hard to be healthy surrounded by unhealthy habbits, but it is possible, I find.

About "falls issue."
Maybe many sexual larvae around?

With very attractive girls, for me it really helps to look into their eyes together with psychological dying.
We need to recognise the danger of fall as something very real, and give no compromises to lust in any form, any time, I find.

It all getting easier with overall efforts in spiritual work, I find.

All the best!!!
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Thu, 09/28/2006 - 10:52
mountainboy

Join Date: 2006-09-13
Forum Posts: 6
im gunna play devils advocate here--- when you say "nasty smokers,"
is that not judging??????
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Thu, 09/28/2006 - 12:40
Vadim

Join Date: 2004-11-30
Forum Posts: 2909
I think it is.